SeXy''Bitch

2006-01-01T08:01:00.000-08:00

i am a happy girl.without any worries.i have got my family,my darling and my frens.i m contented.study hard i will.

besties n friends:thank you so much.
CLAn:u guys rock my world!!
darling:dillon,thanks for everything u had given me.i love you.

2005-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

its was a pleasant day trip out..firstly,we went out to bugis...but bugis is small..so within half hour,we finished the small little building..then we both decided to proceed on to ps.he went to get his guitar pick then we went to play acrade.*okie,its me*lol...after tt,its makan time!!went to pasta mania.he ate alfredo while its marinara for me..its a happi day..the later part abit sad story,but it wun happpen again..i love you...i nid u for the rest of my life..

2005-12-28T06:34:00.000-08:00

i am so happi today.this is the day.that we r together...its realli like a happi day..i feel very very blessed.fortunate and a sense of sweetness overwhelmed me.i know this wont end.i know it!!haha...i dun ask for much.just to be happi always.tts All.

2005-12-27T07:33:00.000-08:00

happy happy owaes.i am realli glad sumhow.its not abt who or what happen.it is realli just pure blissful feeling.sumtimes, simplicity is realli hard to seek.yet,i found the simplicity that i long for.dun be misuderstood,we are just friends.a friendship that is simple and pure,without any promises or any returns asked for.enjoying each other's companionship,hafing fun,laughing together.this is enough.without any unhappiness.i dun feel any disappointment.realli.i feel light sumhow.haha!!

pics from CLAn outing

2005-12-26T03:18:00.000-08:00

pics frm outing..

BBQ

2005-12-25T09:31:00.000-08:00

hehe..so happi going for bbq.fun.yup!a big gathering for cousins!!so happi. and isnt she cute??she is my neice to be exact..haha!!!so cute.love her lots!!
and thats my cousin aka sister!!!we had fun bbqing satays n chicken n so on.also known as the fire starters.gd at starting fire!!

let it snow let it snow let it snow~~

2005-12-25T00:43:00.000-08:00

let me first blog abt the christmas eve. i went out with shin ling and iggy!!the CLAn meeting.we went for kbox.it was pure fun.lots of singing and chilling around.and we found the new CLan song.by may day,"lian ai ing"so nice!!after kboxing,we went to town to catch the movie "peharps love"it was so touching.i realli learn alot.to let go.and,i was sobbing like a baby during the movie.it was so touching!!!!!
christmas day!!
i will be going on to the bbq cum chalet thing organised by my cousin..hopefully it would be veri fun!!:)

brand new day

2005-12-22T22:25:00.000-08:00

mugging nowadays.hoping when the term starts,i can get a better grades for my CA and in turn ,help boost my results for the mid yr n promos.so..will keep to my goal.
let me blog abt the past few days.1) i recieved the news that one of my closer teacher had passed away.2)i went to his wake,crying like a baby.3)i went out with iggy and took some photos.4)i went out with my bestie vani!i realise life is gettingmore n more fragile,hence i wanna,put my life to a better use.i wanna achieve great things.and today,when i woke up,my skin feels great,flawless.haha.so happi.flat tummy*did crunches yesterday*and i plan to go swimming...haha..yeah.!!!i m feeling better and better in my singlehood days.singlehood realli lets u live ur life.and not diverting ur attention to others.so,i shall wait patiently for the right guy,while i enjoy my life!wooo hooo!!!

GOALS!!

2005-12-19T01:45:00.000-08:00

i have set goals for the up coming new year:
1)to grow taller ard 170cm and slimmer ard 45kg
which mean i have to grow 3cm more n 3 kg lighter.
2)to pass my common test with the results B,B,C
3)to be one of the faster runners in school.
4)to have a neater room.
5)to save up more money.

hatred

2005-12-17T19:17:00.000-08:00

i live a sadistic life.people messed things up in my life.making things difficult for me.i had have enough.where is that sliver spoon that belongs to me?life is not a bed full of roses but thorns.it is pricky n now my heart is bleeding.i pray and hope,life will be good.i would love to haf a world of my own.to be the queen of somebody's heart.
i hate it.i hate it all.i am really tired of being treated like an idiotic and stupid fool.since people dun appreciate me,i will just be alone.i will be fine.life stil moves on.but i wish,and i know,ppl who hurt me,no matter how close to me,will get their retributions.

..

2005-12-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

i m feeling lost.sad.but who cares.no one.fuck the hell outta myself.making my life crazy for myself.love is ntg but shit.pills relieve pain

lala

2005-12-01T07:06:00.000-08:00

i feel so empty..

haggard

2005-11-25T08:37:00.000-08:00

haven been getting enuff rest,i see myself,getting older,looking like a spinster,all tired and disappointed with life.
anyway,today i went for the student council interview,it was great,everyone was smiling at me,nodding their heads in approval.hopefully i can get through as an SC not an FL as i think SC more interesting and challenging.
after that went clementi to eat and procceeded home.
WORK again.at bugis.quite fun.yup.today is as usual,tired.and yup,i bought a new bilabong bikini.dun ask me how much it cost.cuz sum ppl would realli think its crazy.haha.tts all.rest time,chaoz!

Dead

2005-11-22T11:44:00.000-08:00

yes.i m dead.i wanna kill myself.popping pills,slit my own wrist,drown myself with detergent,and jump off a building.i m no longer alive n cheery.i hate life.hate being treated like a toy.

Walk Around SingaporE

2005-11-16T07:11:00.000-08:00

erm,today,went out with jun jie.tall dude.haha~its a walkaton today.spent hours,around 11 hours just going to different various destinations by our legs.its fun i suppose.here's the different places we went.firstly,we alighted at orchard.then,we started walking to far east.looking around and stuffs.then,we procceeded to cineleisure.walking past taka looking at the different shops.after that,we went for lunch!!yum yum.long john sliver.after that,went over to heeren.saw fellow millennians.working at new urban male.then,its time to go ps!!walked around ps,looking at sports shop and took videos of the manly jun jie.haha!when things starts to get bored in ps,we noe its time for the next location.hence,we started walking to bugis.on the way,we went for soya bean drink.slurp slurp.after that its bugis we are heading to!!after popping ard here and there at bugis,we decided it is time for dinner,hence,going to suntec.met stephanie and frens there.hahaafter that,we went for pasta at the marina food loft.then,went arcrade for some games.finally around night time,jun jie decided,its ice cream time!!so,walked around like two little kids looking for ice cream.couldnt find any mac cuz we want macflurry.hehe.so,we walked to esplanade,listen to some music,classical indian music.how cool is that.after that,walk to citylink.and finally,walking to our last destination,chinatown.hehe.and,we finally got our ice cream.oh ya,we met taufik and ger,and noel edmund.all from TT campus.and some fellow schmates frm bartley campus.haha.thats all.hehe*walking day*

开心的一天

2005-11-09T06:34:00.000-08:00

today is a happy day.hehe
LAlalalalalala~~~~heheheheh~~~love roxs!

life is like shit on F&B

2005-11-07T08:32:00.000-08:00

fucked up is just the 2 words to describe.it is like a pile of shit,thrown into ur face.when u are innocent.u get accused.ppl assume and make a ass out of her and myself!!i feel so pissed off.Tears,broken pieces,how do one meant it up.

love temptations,live life like a party

2005-11-06T00:37:00.000-08:00

i like diamonds and rosesim crazy about benziesgucci dresses and tropped up compressorswine me and dine me bring those plantinum ringscos those are a few of ma favourite things

i party like a woman and fuck like a man!

2005-11-03T05:24:00.000-08:00

Listen closelyAnd I'll start the eulogy.I'm like nothing you've ever seen before.Your sweetest dream ; your worst nightmare.
Sugar coated & candy injected. Broken doll parts stitched back together.The defected little dolly with needles and pinsAnd poison running its course through her pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over..
I can be the nicest person ever or i can be a real bitch.It all depends on you.I come in an extra-ordinary number of layers Never presume for a second that you know and understand me totally.
And NEVER judge me before you get to know me.I dont trust people and it's hard to get me to open up.I may seem happy, sad, naive, childish etc but what really goes on in my mind is a totally different issue.
Plus, mood swings love me.I'm definately way deeper then you think from what i allow you to see.And one thing to NEVER do is to lie to me.Lie to me and i`ll make sure that you get what you deserve. Trust me on this.And make no mistake,no matter how much you morons try to copy and replicate me, there is NO FUCKING WAY you`d ever be like me.
My exterior is something,but get to know me and you`d see i`m so much more than that.i am arrogant and bitchy,so what?!who the fucking hell gif a damm about it?
I tried to be nice,yet i am treated like a pile of shit.i wun gif a damm about what you think,you did'nt even care,why should i gif a fuck.